A Hole In My Head

by Madrigal

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All songs engineered, recorded, mixed and mastered by Gavin Solis, except

Drums on "Intro", "Deforrest", and "Slice of Life" recorded by Alex De Leon at Del Mar College Studio A

Drums on "Untitled" and "Why Care" Recorded by Christian Puente at Del Mar College Studio A

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released July 19, 2016

Thank you Cody, Oscar, Monzy, Carlos, Angel, Israel, Our Parents, Gilbert Flores, Christian Puente, Alex Deleon, Augie, Shae, Robert Stoner, Dom Russo, Mcdonald's Bundle Box, Hybrid Records, Distress Signal, Sine Cura, The Smile Bunch, Dispirit, Thisistoodifficult, and anyone who has supported us.

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Track Name: Intro
American Beauty
Track Name: Untitled
calm before, now things seem tragic
Im missing how I had it
another day of this awful weather
its enough to make me drown

Am I enough to keep around,
even if I believe differently,
no don't force me to think your way anymore

you're the reason I feel so lonely in a room full of people

you're the reason I feel so lonely
you're the reason I feel so trapped in a wide open space

If you are so comprised of doing what you think is right
Living in the world without you would be fine
I'm not afraid to leave, I don't need you to tell me how to act
and notice I'm still depressed
you dug a hole in my head
you need to compinsate for the things you never said

Let me be,
On my own,
Responsibly,
Oh I know,
Just how to be,
Without you telling me,
Every time,
The same damn thing,

Like a stampede
These words come out of your mouth
but are they true?
maybe to you
Track Name: Down
try not to take everything I love
try not to tear everything down

tired of your carelessness
you promised to be stable
it's been way too long
I need you to come through

you go every way, destroy the place where people stay
and I got so comfortable with your face

I can't escape

I just want to breath again
you keep taking the breath out of me
but not in a good way
I just want to breath again
Track Name: Deforrest
they drag you down and watch you drown
I'll stay out
feel left out
and keep myself away

you're doing what you told me not to do
I'm starting to lose my faith in you
you messed up
lost yourself
but maybe you could stand
if you'd stop tripping on your feet

if you think im sticking around
dont hold your breath
the stress might get to you

if you think that ill think twice
dont waste your breath

if you think I'm sticking around
don't hold your breath

I don't even want to be here anymore
you were at your best long before

remind me how happy you are
remind me of the fun you have
getting no sleep
tell me I need to know
tell me what those people have to show
you can't even see how lonesome you are
Track Name: Why Care
my blood rushes through my body I wish you knew how happy I turned out to be when you left me
is this just a phase that I'll one day I'll grow out of cause lately I've been losing sleep over nothing
my visions haunt me but you taught me now to care in spite of all that why aren't you here

who knows who cares
why would i care

my blood rushes through my body I wish you knew how happy I turned out to be
when you left me
is this just a phase that I'll one day grow out of cause lately I've been losing sleep over nothing

I see your name more now that I hate it

I find it easy to forgot all of the time that we spent and all the nights that we fought so why care
Track Name: Slice of Life
you thought i was the right soil for you to settle in, but all i am, is a weed for you to pull

should i break away
or hold fast?
im a broken tree branch
hanging off
half dead
undecided
exhausted

this middle land will kill me someday
this middle land will kill me someway

you never really grow up
you just learn how to fend for yourself
i never really grew up
i fought for myself

should i stay or
should i leave

where would i go

can I be the soil to settle in?